Razor In My Throat

Missing complementary parts
Nothing here ever seems to fit
Why am I supposed to cope with this?
That doesn't suit me, I feel I don't belong

Now you've showed me all the pain inside
How come?
I reach out for the ones I cannot trust

Living on the crumbs on the ground
Can't rely on what's been left to me
I feel again a razor in my throat
Torn between letting it go or die

A second chance now seems so far from me
Then what?
Stripped of all my joys I can't move ahead

They'd say I'd better run and hide
I'd say I'm taking that for granted
Rolling down, I'm giving up my pride
Hit the bottom, I feel I'm on my knees

Now you've showed me all the pain inside
How come?
I reach out for the ones I cannot trust

I can't step away from the troubles I've found here
Drowned in despair, you'll ruin your own way

A second chance now seems so far from me
Then what?
Stripped of all my joys I can't move ahead

I feel again a razor in my throat!