Tactiq

Distrust is my middle name
self hate is all the same
Maybe somewhere along
the road I accidentally sold
my soul (for what?)
Pardon me if I'm too intense
just tired of common sense
All the crap is building up
my mouth is open and just
won't shut
Used to believe in
revolution, realized I was
the only one
Question everything they
say besides who's lift is
this anyway
Confusion washing me,
drenched with indignity
Belligerent authority,
bloodied by the right to be

Throw it away, it away, it away
Tactiq

I'm feeling twice my age
and treated half the same
I don't hate my loss of luck
I just hate feeling so washed up
(for what?)
My life's become a phase
rushing past me in a daze
Taught me how to speak
my mind without making
it up in time
Nobody is against me
I'm my worst enemy
Tired of wasting all my
time to take back what is mine
Confusion washing me,
drenched with indignity
Belligerent authority,
bloodied by the right to be

I've always listened to
what they told me,
never gave in without a fight
No one took time to comprehend
me, or even ask me what was right
All that's left of my decisions be they
only white or black
Have been filled with
"You're nothing" I finally
want to take them back for me

Now I'm restless here,
can't seem to part with fear
Feeling like I'm drowning
and feeling all dried up
(for what?)
Spit it out and sucked back in,
the reason's getting thin
No cash to buy their lies,
just the rage behind my eyes
I keep waiting for the day
that I can give it all away,
Get this monster out of my head
and stop wishing that I was dead
Confusion washing me,
drenched with indignity
Belligerent authority,
bloodied by the right to be
Let it all go.