Goddamn Fever

I hear every word you say slipping through my veins
Scratch all those names on my skin
I painted myself in in the dreams
Hear the silence of your screams
I'm not in your theater scene
I hurt myself looking at those jeans

I tried to fight
I had no life in my mind
They threw poison in my eyes
I wish I didnt died

Squeezing me with your hands, I don't want to feel a pane like this again
I broke myself in the mirror
Skipped dinner, feeling like the winner!
Goddamn fever

I can't take the guilt anymore
I look 10 times behind the door
I lie on the floor every night
Maybe I'm not feeling right