Antidote

Daddy?
My screen is giving me nightmares

Doctor, doctor
There's something wrong with me
My head is getting numb
My heart can barely beat

Doctor, doctor
Please give me medicine
My eyes can barely see
So please give me a pill

'Cause the more I try to swim
The more I think I'm drowning
And the higher that I climb
The more I could be falling
And the lesser that I try
The more I can control it

And I just need to know
Yeah, I just need to know

Why there's no heartbeat underneath my skin
I don't want to be so cold
I think I need a antidote
This haunted void I cannot feel
I don't want to be so cold
I think I need a antidote

Doctor, doctor
Please tell me how to live
I'm staring at a screen
My insecurities
Keep growing near MT chest for every post I scroll
A thousand million phones, and still we're so alone

And the more I try to swim
The more I think I'm drowning
And I just need to know, need to know, know, know
Why there's no heartbeat underneath my skin

I don't want to be so cold
I think I need a antidote
This haunted void I cannot feel
I don't want to be so cold
I think I need a antidote
Dote, dote, dote, dote, dote, dote, dote

Come on, push that shot
Straight into my veins
Come on!

I need a antidote
I need adrenaline
I need a future that I can believe in
So won't you tell me what we got in store
'Cause I can't take this anymore

Why there's no heartbeat underneath my skin (underneath my skin)
I don't want to be so cold
I think I need a antidote
This haunted void I cannot feel (I cannot feel)
I don't want to be so cold
I think I need a antidote
Dote, dote, dote, dote, dote, dote, dote