Scars of self hatred

Cold steel penetrates the flesh
down to the deepest abyss;
a dark cold mind
bleeding the darkest blood.
Seducing demons with the stench of blood,
black blood, hatred of men and god,
for they have no love for me,
nor do they have sorrow.
So I hand myself a knife,
damned to bloody dreams
and morbid sounds
to drown sickly in.
falling, I get much deeper now,
into myself, falling,
dying I was so cold
but now I´m not, I'm not cold enough.
Cold steel penetrates the flesh
it is so sweet compared to you,
sowing the seeds of dawn,
the dawn of darker darkness.
Darker than ever before,
darker than the blood of yore.
So tear my flesh off
and what will be left?
My hatred, my scars,
scars of self hatred.