I Can't Be Sane

was I so wrong
to give myself to someone
who I always knew was wrong for me
trying for so long
to escape the winds of change
but they've finally found me
I spent my life believing in nothing
now emptiness surrounds me
I'm burning in this loneliness
but my lies have bound me

. you can't have me now
. there's nothing left
. you can't make me whole again
. filling up with envy
. being nothing I could be
. I can't be sane

was I so wrong
to give you everything I had
was I so blind
to think that you felt the same
I've tried so long to be right for you
and I'm telling you now that I can't be
leave me here for countless years
that's the way it was meant to be

. chorus

was I so wrong
to put the blame on someone
who never knew the situation
I've tried so long to get away from this
that I've lost all sensation
it's so wrong
all of it
that I've lost my sense of self
I'm losing it