It's a Lie (거짓말인데)

It's a Lie

It's a Lie (거짓말인데)

Always asking how you've been
늘 잘 있냐는 안부를 묻고
neul jal innyaneun anbureul mutgo
Always promising to forget
늘 잊는다며 다짐을 하고
neul inneundamyeo dajimeul hago
When my numb heart
무뎌진 마음이 다시
mudyeojin ma-eumi dasi
Starts to flutter again
두근거릴 때면
dugeun-georil ttaemyeon
I grope in that memory
그 기억 속에 손을 더듬어
geu gieok soge soneul deodeumeo

Smiling for no reason
이유 없이 웃게도 하고
iyu eopsi utgedo hago
Crying for no reason
이유 없이 울게도 하지
iyu eopsi ulgedo haji

If I stop loving, the pain will stop too
사랑을 멈추면 아픔도 멈추겠지
sarang-eul meomchumyeon apeumdo meomchugetji
If I stop loving, the hatred will stop too
사랑을 멈추면 미움도 멈추길
sarang-eul meomchumyeon miumdo meomchugil
But that's not it, only the longing grows
그게 안 돼 그리움만 커져가
geuge an dwae geuriumman keojyeoga
As if it's going to explode
터질 것처럼
teojil geotcheoreom

Hiding the overflowing sadness
넘쳐버린 슬픔을
neomchyeobeorin seulpeumeul
Saying it's okay
괜찮다며 숨기곤 해
gwaenchantamyeo sumgigon hae
Even though it's a lie
거짓말인데
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Throwing everything away and throwing it away again
다 버리고 또 버려왔는데
da beorigo tto beoryeowanneunde
The long accumulated memories
어느새 쌓인 오랜 기억들
eoneusae ssain oraen gieokdeul
Now I know, even if I erase them, I can't erase them
이젠 지워도 지울 수 없단 걸
ijen jiwodo jiul su eopdan geol
I finally realized
이제야 알았어
ijeya arasseo
I decided to keep them by my side
차라리 곁에 두기로 했어
charari gyeote dugiro haesseo

The days we were fine without words
말없이도 좋았던 날들
mareopsido joatdeon naldeul
The days we leaned on each other and laughed
서로 기대 웃었던 날들
seoro gidae useotdeon naldeul

Hoping that everything we breathed was a lie
숨 쉬는 모든 게 거짓말이였기를
sum swineun modeun ge geojinmariyeotgireul
Believing that everything we saw was a dream
보이는 모든 게 꿈이였었기를
boineun modeun ge kkumiyeosseotgireul
I prayed, can't we go back?
기도했지 돌아갈 수 없냐고
gidohaetji doragal su eomnyago
To that time, that day
그때 그날로
geuttae geunallo

Hiding the overflowing sadness
넘쳐버린 슬픔을
neomchyeobeorin seulpeumeul
Saying it's okay
괜찮다며 숨기곤 해
gwaenchantamyeo sumgigon hae
Even though it's a lie
거짓말인데
geojinmarinde