Masochist

I think I need an intervention
'Cause all I do is crave attention
I use and abuse it
Ask for help then refuse it
I really need some self reflection
I feed off of my own depression
It's so fucking stupid
But it's so therapeutic

It's like I, I invite it
But I kinda like it

Self-destruct in three, two, one
Sadness is a loaded gun
I do it for the hell of it
Maybe, I'm a masochist
Me, myself are one and done
Lonely is an endless fight
But I don't wanna run from it
Maybe, I'm a masochist

I fall in love for shitty reasons
And I know they're gonna hurt my feelings
I'm a sucker for the pain, oh
Welcome to my freak show

It's like I, I invite it
But I kinda like it

Self-destruct in three, two, one
Sadness is a loaded gun
I do it for the hell of it
Maybe, I'm a masochist
Me, myself are one and done
Lonely is an endless fight
But I don't wanna run from it
Maybe, I'm a masochist

Maybe I'm a low
Maybe I'm a low

Self-destruct in three, two, one
Sadness is a loaded gun
I do it for the hell of it
Maybe, I'm a masochist