Before You Go Rewrite (The Other Perspective)

I fell down a dark hole
At least that's how it felt
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you
That's all I kept telling myself
The fire is growing
I can't get away
From this heat running through my head, burning up every reason to stay

When I hurt under the surface
You try to reach my hand to hold
Well you can heal but I won't

So, before I go
I hope you know it's not your fault could'nt have stopped my bleeding
It's har to me to talk when I can barely breathe and
So, before I go
I love you most, I know you are reaching but I'm in too deep and
You are not the reason that I had to leave no
Before I go

Was never a right time
To pick up the phone
Don't wanna have to explain how I've been so alone
Don't need you to worry
Don't want you to break
Cause your beautiful smile is the only reason that I ever had stayed

When I hurt under the surface
You try to reach my hand to hold
Well you can heal but I won't

So, before I go
I hope you know it's not your fault could'nt have stopped my bleeding
It's har to me to talk when I can barely breathe and
So, before I go
I love you most, I know you are reaching but I'm in too deep and
You are not the reason that I had to leave no
Before I go