Birds Of Summer

I was looking dangerously,
But I was looking at the wrong one,
I pulled on the trigger with both hands,
I forgot to load my shotgun,

You're just another secret lover,
Who never reached the covers of my bed

A secret you will stay
Locked away inside the prison walls of my head,

I dragged you to the gates of hell
Down upon your knees to the ground you fell
And if you feel so overwhelmed
I'm the one that you can tell
I'm still your friend

You're my idea of home
And if you leave, this place becomes unknown,
Maybe more of myself I should have shown,
Maybe closer we all would have grown,

But the birds of summer still haven't flown,
The leaves upon the trees, they are falling,
But the wind doesn't blow,

I dragged you to the gates of hell
Down upon your knees to the ground you fell,
And if you feel so overwhelmed,
I'm the one that you can tell,
I'm still you friend,

Oh what am I gonna do now?
You think I'll follow you down?
Oh, it's all becoming very clear,
That I cannot depend on anybody here,
You need more love that you need fear