into it over it

I'm on a treadmill always running never reaching
In love in life career I try so hard but never make it
Always close but no cigar
Second best just over par
So tell me why I always try so hard

To prove myself to someone else
Don't wanna care but that's not how I'm built
If I'm not enough I'll put up a front
'Cause I feel everything and all at once 'cause I'm

Into it over it under it out
Eyes on the prize but my head's in the clouds
As far as I can tell I'll contradict myself 'cause I'm
Into it over it under it out
Close my eyes and brace for doubt
Into it over it under it out

Got too many choices I don't think that I can pick one
My analysis paralysis will play me like a rerun
Til it's so deeply ingrained it's the voice inside my brain
And this cycle sends me circling the drain

I undersell when I'm overwhelmed
If I measure up it's only in high heels
I'll seal my fate as I bear the weight
Of everything and everyone 'cause I'm

Into it over it under it out
Eyes on the prize but my head's in the clouds
As far as I can tell I'll contradict myself 'cause I'm
Into it over it under it out
Close my eyes and brace for doubt
Into it over it under it out

As far as I can tell I'll contradict myself