Spanish July (feat. Ambivalente)

It came to me
Like every song I ever wrote
But the weight in this made me uneasy, trembling and never whole
Even now, far from the places that became so harmful
Uneven like the bottom I hit countless times
Wherever the past and the future can find me
I'll be haunted by ghosts who are not really there

I can dream no more
What's going on
Waking at night thinking about what never was

Am I on my way to find what's a home, cause I can't breathe without it
Looking for eric is just what I got, taking me somewhere
Feels like I don't belong in the heat of summer
This story can't go on, so far making me go under
Feels like I don't belong in the heat of summer at all
I can't dream no more