Bittered Self

why should i look into your eyes
when all i'll see is the mirror
i see the hate bluring my sight
but somehow i see clearer
i could do anything i want
but what good would that do?
i could be anything i want
but i'll never be good enough for you

why are you a god in their eyes? you're all i despise-i hate you!
you're nothing but a fraud in my eyes, i hope they realize that-you are me!

why should i look behind myself
when all i'll see will be yourshadow?
i lock the hate deep inside
so i don't feel so shallow
i hate you
and i said this before
i have your name
and i don't wanna have it anymore!