A List Of Things

I'll get scared and you'll get bored
It's the only conclusion my mind can form
You'll say goodbye and I'll apologize
For not being strong enough to ever realize that

I don't know anything about anything anymore
And you don't know anything about me (because I won't let you)

I knew you would leave, I'm not what you need
I won't leave my bed if it means I can dream
I made a list of things for us to do, we only crossed off one and two
Now I don't know what to do because

I don't know anything about anything anymore
And you don't know anything about me

I'm usually on the other end when things start to break and things start to bend
I'm usually on the other side, when love is a lightswitch and its glow slowly dies

And my mother says she's been praying
But I don't think that it's doing much
I said: Don't wear yourself out cause I know my edges are rough

And my mother says she's been praying
But I don't think that it's doing much
Cause I'm sad and I'm scared and I'm alone again
She just won't understand

I don't know anything about anything anymore
And you don't know anything about me