Yuck

I've been thinking over and over again, now i have a plan
Starting with my simplest endeavor
You cant hold me back but you can take my hand
I wont last forever but i'm doing the best i can

My guilt is cutting deep weighting me down into the sea
Don't admit , ill never ask, if you swear not to tell
I'm taking side with devil
Not like i had a choice at all

I watched the tide
Come in over and over again
Pressing your once perfect body against the shoreline
I'm taking my time to see if your alive

I think ill forget tonight ever happened
Its my fault, i never learn lesson
I know how much it takes
Ill leave after what we made
Far from a memory
Still so close to me

I want you dead, ill pour the salt in your wounds make all your nightmares come true

I hope your swimming in the stomach of a monster tonight
Its what you deserve