Waste Away

I'm always running away
What can I do to make it distant memory?
You hate me
And that's okay

Strike the match and watch it all burn up
Like a rat in a cage, I only waste away
Separate from myself
I'm suffocating within

Underneath my skin, I'm feelin' hell again
Always buried in the things that I regret
Underneath my skin, I'm diggin' deep
Just to feel hollow in the end

I was born for suffering
So, let me dwell on the past again
And erase that part of me
I keep thinkin' the worst is in store for me
It'll rip me apart

Then put me back together to re-live again
I'll show you
What it takes
Show endurance
As time passes, existence is pain
Like a rat In a cage, I only waste away

Separate from myself
I'm suffocating within
But I'm so
Underneath my skin, I'm feelin' hell again
Always buried in the things that I regret
Underneath my skin, I'm diggin' deep
Just to feel hollow in the end

And to be alone again
I always seem to fade away on repeat
Until I disappear
(Until I disappear)
It's time to make a difference
Time to talk about my deeds

I used to dream about the endings
That I know will never be
I found my peace knowing I'm not okay
Dark clouds reign over me
Let the suffering remain

Getting
Underneath my skin, I'm feelin' hell again
Always buried in the things that I regret
Underneath my skin, I'm diggin' deep
Just to feel hollow in the end
I was born for suffering