Too Lost to Find

Seventeen hours and four long years
Since I last heard you mention my name
The long silence confirmed my fear
That you still believe it was me
If I could go back and do it again
I never would have walked out that door
I'm only guilty of being his friend
When he went to settle a score
Candles burn at funerals
Of dreamers who have suffered fools
To play the game by their own rules
And still they end up losing

I, I've done my time, I've changed my life
So why can't I change your mind
You're like a wall too high to climb
Too lost to find
Seventeen hours and four long years
Since I last felt the rain on my skin
So many things I've wanted to say
But I don't know how to begin
Over the years there's been plenty of blame
Driven by fear and denial
What matters most is starting again
And living in peace for a while
Candles burn at funerals
Of dreamers who have suffered fools
To play the game by their own rules
And still they end up losing

I, I've done my time, I've changed my life
So why can't I change your mind
You're like a wall too high to climb
Too lost to find
Candles burn at funerals
Of dreamers who have suffered fools
To play the game by different rules
And we all end up losing

But I, I've done my time, I've changed my life
So why can't I change your mind
You're like a wall too high to climb
Too lost to find
Too high to climb, too lost to find
Seventeen hours and four long years