I Just Can't Have Nothing

Through you I"m living my worst desire
You are the boat who"s sailing across my flesh
The plague that will make me sterile
The infected blood that made me alive
I am nothing I am nothing
I have no will nor decision
I'm the procreating corpse
I tried to live but I" ve been just able to survive
Survive in the vilest way

I just can"t have nothing
I just can"t get free cause I never wanted
I'm the dead child that you disowned
I'm the blind who sees his gallows
I'll walk on this earth denying the only God
Who pretended to love it

Hand in hand with the tyrant who condemned me forever
Hating you more than any other thing
You forced me to believe you
I left everything for having you
You are destroying what is left of me
You know I"ll never be among your winners
Neither among the gods you adored
Praying for not going back anymore

I just can't have nothing
I just can't get free cause I never wanted
Don't drag me to the scorn of my enemies
Faith where is my faith? I"d have it to adore you
And where is your purity?
I'd hold you and never be afraid
Not having the courage to cheat
I just wanna understand
I just can't have nothing
I just can't get free cause I never wanted