No Forgiveness

To forget is to survive
Destroy ourselves for not loving anymore
Will you make my pain revive feeding it with your smile
With a lie tomake you come back
Do you want me as me man or want me as a girl?
Then I deceive myself
Let everything remain the same
Let all my work be blamed

And my name mean shame
I"ve been deceived by your kindness
Flattered by your vague promise and desires
Adore the vile who adore us deceived so easily
And make my heart of stone and resignation
I remain emotionless
Cut my throat while I face our agony
I deceive myself to serve you again

I"ll be far from you all
Chased away and blamed
Just ready to be sacrificed
No father to imitate no mother to blame
Naked I implore you to not leave me
You who seat upon on your throne
I will lie next to you like the sacrificial lamb
There"s no forgiveness if you have denied yourself
Even if you are disgusted by me

Your life values more than mine
How could you love me or hate
Before you have comprehended me?
There's no forgiveness if you can"t renegade yourself
Oh let everything remain the same