Ranch

Lifeless eyes fill the void of this ever growing silence that eats away me
White lies I tell myself while I'm asleep that I'm possibly dying
I come back to these things night after night for days on repeat
I don't know why I try anymore

I can't control anything
My mind fucking racing
Things I can't see, I can't hear
Always comes back to dying
I feel like I'm sinking
In this ever growing hole
Of depression and
Chilling anxiety
Time flies, days on repeat with constant drowning of my thoughts and well being
So sit back, don't try to sleep
Just wait as you being to pull apart entirely

Can't you hear me?
At this point why do you keep listening

I can't control anything
My mind is fucking racing
Things I can't see, I can't hear
Always comes back to dying
I feel like I'm sinking
In this ever growing hole
Of depression and
Chilling anxiety

I never wanted anything
I never find myself to blame
Keep calm, breath deep just listen to me
I can feel the air as I'm falling, I'm falling