Kidding Ourselves

And I, I wanted to tear down the curtain
To let, let in some natural light
Wake up and open one eye
Wait for the window to crack at me, alone
and I, I wanted to curl up beside you
and die, at least for an hour or more
Depending on how you react
Depending on how you respond to me
I'll stick around

We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves
So what do you want from me
Cause as long as theres a payphone and a taxi cab I'm all right
Cause i can leave home
we're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves so what are you waiting for
cause even with a fast car and a cellphone i wont leave cause i'd be alone

So tonight lets be as bold as we want to
and drink, drink till we fall down the steps
Remember how that made us laugh
Remember how all that we did was laugh
and cry

We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves
So what do you want from me
Cause as long as theres a payphone and a taxi cab I'm all right
Cause i can leave home
We're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves so what are you waiting for
Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane I won't leave cause i'd be alone

I'm lucky to find cardboard in an allweyway that i can call home
So tonight lets be as bold as we want to

We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves
So what do you want from me
Cause as long as theres a payphone and a taxi cab I'm all right
Cause i can leave home
We're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves so what are you waiting for
Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane I won't leave cause i'd be alone

I'm lucky to find cardboard in an allweyway that i can call home
So don't take your eyes off me and don't luck away, I won't be alone
I'm home