Too Tired To Live

So much to see, but my mind and eyes are blind
Someone tells me there's something I'm to find
Searching for a game I'm wasting every day
I have got no faith and no more gods to pray
(Silent and distant)

Trying to figure out who is to blame, I'm deceiving myself
Am I guilty or am I just the one who pays?
When I was younger I had time to believe in all the lies
But today I pray tomorrow never comes
And it seems like I've been wasting all my time
Waiting for some help from above
What's the meaning of tomorrow? Tell me now

Tired to live, grown up carrying the weight of those years
Tired to live, wasting time, chasing diamonds and pearls
Tired to live, while reality keeps stealin' my dreams
I'm too tired to live, there's nothing I can do, I'm loosin' you
I lost the will to live, I am worn out inside
I can have no fun, even if I try
In this endless searching for myself, I can't find any sense
And everyday I wake up without knowing why

Still I feel that somewhere there's a ray of light
And I know everything could be alright
Will you hold my hand again? Tell me now…