How Stupid Of Me

Going strong for over 4 years
I never thought that I would mess up things like this
Not saying what we had was perfect
But it was better than what most could ever dream

One certain night my insecurities
Became too strong and got the best of me
I went out looking for some shady place
Where I could breathe
Fell into the arms of another girl
It felt just like the best thing in the world
Felt like I was defying gravity
So seamlessly

That fateful night I could've stayed in
I could've settled for some Netflix and a drink
Instead I got to feeling jumpy
Though about indulging my fragility

Oh, how stupid of me

We sure had many things going for us
My morals were kinda weak from the start
I had fun but then again, at what cost?

Oh, how stupid of me