Firewall

I am sorry I am not here to tell a story or a lie
I just didn't want to say good bye
I am sorry I am not saying that you didn't have the right
I just didn't want to let you go

Here I am building a firewall in a path travelling downward
shall I pray for time not to take me anymore
must I sink in your domain and feel the pain that runs through my veins
and in return I'll give you control of what I am

I am sorry but I didn't want to let you run away
but I think you've already made your mind
straight out from the heart I'm here to bare my soul apart
but I think that your decision is clear

Here I am just to remind you this could go along and forever
shall I pray for time not to take me anymore
would you step inside to relieve and feel the pain that holds all the memories
in this hole to witness the storm in my four walls

Here I am building a firewall in a path travelling downward
shall I pray for time not to take me anymore
must I sink in your domain and feel the pain that runs through my veins
and in return I'll give you control of what I am

so understand that if you leave my life is gone, I will be done
I cannot bare, I cannot live life on my own
Here I am just to remind you this could go along and forever
would you step inside to relieve and feel the pain