Anxiety

Lying here awake in bed, all these thoughts inside my head
Missing how it used to be, everything was clear to me
Now my faith is swept aside, distancing a better life
Can't somebody tell me why, this gets worse as time goes by?

And i wanna be somebody else for awhile to maybe get a little relief
There's no escape from this relentless hell, feels like it's gotta grip on me
I can feel it coming soon, scared to even leave this room
Pressure of my blood just rised, got no help i'm hypnotized, and now i'm panicking inside, heart feels like it's paralyzed, cried so much my eyes are dry
Sick of all the fear i'm screamin

I wanna be somebody else for awhile to maybe get a little relief
There's no escape from this relentless hell, feels like it's gotta grip on me

Cuz no one knows just what it's like to ive through such anxiety
Gotta take a drug for all the pain just to get away from reality
I'm so sick of it all, i just don't wanna die without knowing why it's gotta grip on me, oh why, somethin's gota grip on me

An uneasy mind, why can't i just live a normal life?
With no fear, no burdens that just bottle up inside?
And it's like, nothin ever seems to just give in
And i'm here, still with the pain, and still i'm askin why?