Inside of Deprivation

I don't think that
I'm gonna make it
And I don't think
I can take this
On the inside of me on a side you cannot see in me

How do you want me to be?
Be open and easy enough to please you
I can't please you and
I don't know if I ever wanted to

I see myself torn apart but hadn't
I always been like that from the start

Your right

I never meant to hurt you but you never know what I go through
What I go through just to be myself not somebody else
Just to satisfy your needs what you think of me can't see her?
Can't see me?
See me