Ex (미친 놈)

Ex

Ex (미친 놈)

On that day, I was unusually cold towards you
유난히 차갑던 그 날의 말투
yunanhi chagapdeon geu narui maltu
With a constant yawning
유난히 많았던 그 날의 하품
yunanhi manatdeon geu narui hapum
Being busy became by excuse on more than one or two days
하루 이틀 또 핑계가 된 바쁨
haru iteul tto pinggyega doen bappeum
In the end, a cold heart became noticeable
결국엔 티 났던 식어버린 마음
gyeolgugen ti natdeon sigeobeorin ma-eum

While I say that I'm sorry
미안하단 말을 남긴 채 너와
mianhadan mareul namgin chae neowa
I write our sad end with trembling hands
손을 떨며 써 내려간 슬픈 결말
soneul tteolmyeo sseo naeryeogan seulpeun gyeolmal
After I let you go, it hurt
떠나보내 놓고 난 아프죠
tteonabonae noko nan apeujyo
I let you go, then why am I hurt?
내가 그래 놓고 왜 내가 아프죠?
naega geurae noko wae naega apeujyo?

I didn't even thank you in the end
고맙다는 말도 못 한 채 너와
gomapdaneun maldo mot han chae neowa
We just exchanged sharp words in shaky voices
말을 떨며 주고받은 날카로운 말
mareul tteolmyeo jugobadeun nalkaroun mal
Even if I pretend that I'm fine, I can't lie
멀쩡한 척해도 거짓말 못 하는
meoljjeonghan cheokaedo geojinmal mot haneun
This yearning makes me regret it even more
그리움이 날 후회하게 만들죠
geuriumi nal huhoehage mandeuljyo

I look for you in our broken memories
다 깨져버린 추억들 속에 널 찾아
da kkaejyeobeorin chueokdeul soge neol chaja
Even when I hold into one, all I remember are your tears, oh
붙잡아봤자 너의 눈물만 떠올라, oh
butjababwatja neoui nunmulman tteoolla, oh

I must've really lost my mind, back then
그땐 내가 미쳐 돌았나 봐 너 없는 시간
geuttaen naega michyeo doranna bwa neo eomneun sigan
Without you I have no confidence, in the end, you're everything to me
난 자신이 없는데 결국 너밖엔 없는데
nan jasini eomneunde gyeolguk neobakken eomneunde
I went out of my mind for a second
잠깐 미쳤던 거야
jamkkan michyeotdeon geoya

I guess I really didn't realize, that it was so hard
그땐 내가 미처 몰랐나 봐 너 없는 공간
geuttaen naega micheo mollanna bwa neo eomneun gonggan
To breath without you, what was I thinking back then?
숨쉬기도 벅찬데, 뭘 믿고 그랬을까?
sumswigido beokchande, mwol mitgo geuraesseulkka?
I had really lost it that day
미친 놈이었던 날
michin nomieotdeon nal

You can curse me out
욕해도 좋아
yokaedo joa
Curse me out all, all, all you want
맘껏 욕, 욕, 욕해
mamkkeot yok, yok, yokae
Woah, yeah, woah, yeah
Woah, yeah, woah, yeah
Woah, yeah, woah, yeah
You can curse me out
욕해도 좋아
yokaedo joa
Curse me out all, all, all you want
실컷 욕, 욕, 욕해
silkeot yok, yok, yokae
Until your hatred for me turns into anger
날 향한 증오가 화 정도가 될 때까지
nal hyanghan jeung-oga hwa jeongdoga doel ttaekkaji
But a long as you can let it all out and we can go back to what we were
화가 풀려 다시 돌아갈 수 있다면
hwaga pullyeo dasi doragal su itdamyeon

We said everything we wanted to say
할 말 다 털어놓은 상태
hal mal da teoreonoeun sangtae
And I told you we didn't match anymore
서로 안 맞았던 걸로 포장해
seoro an majatdeon geollo pojanghae
When actually it was my fault
사실 너를 만나는 중에 딴 사람도 눈에
sasil neoreul mannaneun jung-e ttan saramdo nune
For letting my eyes be attracted by someone else when I was still with you
들어왔던 게 나의 죄
deureowatdeon ge naui joe

When you asked me if something was wrong
무슨 일 있냐고 물어보는 너의
museun il innyago mureoboneun neoui
I just shook my head no
목소리를 들었을 때 절레절레
moksorireul deureosseul ttae jeollejeolle
I told you not to worry with that
신경 쓰지 말라고 말했었던 난데
sin-gyeong sseuji mallago malhaesseotdeon nande
But now I'm worrying about how I said it, why?
그 말을 뱉은 내가 더 신경 쓰여 왜?
geu mareul baeteun naega deo sin-gyeong sseuyeo wae?

I look for you in our broken memories
다 깨져버린 추억들 속에 널 찾아
da kkaejyeobeorin chueokdeul soge neol chaja
Even when I hold into one, all I remember are your tears, oh
붙잡아봤자 너의 눈물만 떠올라
butjababwatja neoui nunmulman tteoolla

I must've really lost my mind, back then
그땐 내가 미쳐 돌았나 봐 너 없는 시간
geuttaen naega michyeo doranna bwa neo eomneun sigan
Without you I have no confidence, in the end, you're everything to me
난 자신이 없는데 결국 너밖엔 없는데
nan jasini eomneunde gyeolguk neobakken eomneunde
I went out of my mind for a second
잠깐 미쳤던 거야
jamkkan michyeotdeon geoya

I guess I really didn't realize, that it was so hard
그땐 내가 미처 몰랐나 봐 너 없는 공간
geuttaen naega micheo mollanna bwa neo eomneun gonggan
To breath without you, what was I thinking back then?
숨쉬기도 벅찬데, 뭘 믿고 그랬을까?
sumswigido beokchande, mwol mitgo geuraesseulkka?
I had really lost it that day
미친 놈이었던 날
michin nomieotdeon nal

I didn't know my place and let you leave
주제도 모르고, 너를 놓치고
jujedo moreugo, neoreul nochigo
I hate myself for being capable of regretting it
후회만 하는 내가 너무도 밉다
huhoeman haneun naega neomudo mipda
I can't control it, I miss you, yeah
주체를 못 하고 보고 싶은데, yeah
juchereul mot hago bogo sipeunde, yeah
You got so away from me, that now I can't reach you
저 멀리 멀어져 닿을 수 없는 널
jeo meolli meoreojyeo daeul su eomneun neol
And now I live in pain of not being capable of forgetting you
잊지 못하는 고통 속에 살아가, eh
itji motaneun gotong soge saraga, eh

I must've really lost my mind, back then
그땐 내가 미쳐 돌았나 봐 너 없는 시간
geuttaen naega michyeo doranna bwa neo eomneun sigan
Without you I have no confidence, in the end, you're everything to me
난 자신이 없는데 결국 너밖엔 없는데
nan jasini eomneunde gyeolguk neobakken eomneunde
I went out of my mind for a second
잠깐 미쳤던 거야
jamkkan michyeotdeon geoya

I guess I really didn't realize, that it was so hard
그땐 내가 미처 몰랐나 봐 너 없는 공간
geuttaen naega micheo mollanna bwa neo eomneun gonggan
To breath without you, what was I thinking back then?
숨쉬기도 벅찬데, 뭘 믿고 그랬을까?
sumswigido beokchande, mwol mitgo geuraesseulkka?
I had really lost it that day
미친 놈이었던 날
michin nomieotdeon nal

You can curse me out
욕해도 좋아
yokaedo joa
Curse me out all, all, all you want
맘껏 욕, 욕, 욕해
mamkkeot yok, yok, yokae
Woah, yeah, woah, yeah
Woah, yeah, woah, yeah
Woah, yeah, woah, yeah
You can curse me out
욕해도 좋아
yokaedo joa
Curse me out all, all, all you want
실컷 욕, 욕, 욕해
silkeot yok, yok, yokae
Until your hatred for me turns into anger
날 향한 증오가 화 정도가 될 때까지
nal hyanghan jeung-oga hwa jeongdoga doel ttaekkaji
But as long as you can let it all out and we can go back to what we were
화가 풀려 다시 돌아갈 수 있다면
hwaga pullyeo dasi doragal su itdamyeon