I'll Jump If The Fall Will Kill Me

Could my eyes move faster?
I doubt it so.
The air is gone,
My mind moves slow.
Catastrophe waits and festers,
Round most every bend.
I hear it call,
It is my friend.

Madness I call,
No one can see.
Light fading now,
From inside me.

Is this the end,
Of all I know.
Insanity holds,
Swings to and fro.
They scream such hate,
I feel them bleed.
Out of the river,
Their call I heed.

Madness I call,
No one can see.
Light fading now,
From inside me.

I'll jump if the fall will kill me,
Are you quite sure I'll die?
The balustrades cracked,
And the stairs so high.
A figure below it taunts me,
In tongue far from my own.
It haunts my soul,
And down the stairs I roam.

Huh

Light fading now,
From inside me.