VICTIMiZED

Looking down at me
Eye to eye your saying
Forcing forcing forcing
Water down my throat
Spilling out, it's spilling out my mouth

And you say keep it down
Swallow down I wish I spit out
But I couldn't stop
I did what you wanted

Water down my throat
And you say swallow swallow
Swallow it all down
Looking down at me
I swallow and you smile back at me

Yeah you smiled back at me
Yeah you smiled back at me
I see it in my dreams
Every night your smile haunts me

Am I above flesh and blood?
What if I just wanna be loved
But that's not gonna happen
If I keep letting people like you in (you in)
Don't treat me like a human
It gets my feelings all confusing
I'm just disillusioned to compliments and wishful thinking

And maybe I was wrong and you really meant it all
But it's hard to trust your intentions aren't false
I wanna believe you but it's hard to know when the past has happened
I'm sorry I can't open up but I've opened it and it's fucked me up

Clearly there's something wrong
And I'm trying to know what
Why do you want to hurt me
And why do I let it you
Do it over and over and over and over again
I couldn't stop you even if I tried to
Do it over and over and over and over again
You love the part where I give up and let
You take anything you want
Cause that's how I can prove my love to you
A love that has no bounds
So I can't speak up

Cause you're always the victim

Looking down at me
Eye to eye your saying
Forcing forcing forcing
Water down my throat
Spilling out, it's spilling out my mouth
And you say keep it down
Swallow down I wish I spit out
But I couldn't stop
I did what you wanted

Water down my throat
And you say swallow swallow
Swallow it all down
Looking down at me
I swallow and you smile back at me

Yeah you smiled back at me
Yeah you smiled back at me
I see it in my dreams
Every night your smile haunts me