It's So Hard

When I was a little altar boy
I swear it gave me so much joy
I could really feel that amazing grace

Now I don't know what is right
I have lost my guiding light
And I can't seem to find any peace of mind
'Cause if there is a God
If he's around he don't want to say
It's just a guessing game
A guessing game I don't want to play
I know I might be wrong
If I am wrong will have to pay
All my days…

It's so hard, living on the human world
It's so hard, all on your own
I don't know, I want to believe
But it's so hard, it's so hard

Well have you heard it said
That heaven's only in your head
If you never find it in this life
Keep coming back until you get it right
But who can say
Who can say the fate of human kind
It's just like a picture
It's like a picture painted by a blind man
They say that every man is free
I just don't see…

It's so hard, living on a human world
It's so hard, all on your own
I don't know, I want to believe
But it's so hard, so hard

So Hard