I've Lost My Control

I can't hear any voices over my head
Only his cold breath far away,
Someone is directing me
I have no power, I've lost control
I'm being driven mad
But I 'm still looking for a reason
To justify my wrath,
This lead me to chaos

Someone is leading my life
Your presence fills me with hatred
Day after day...

I can hear my inner voice in my head
And my cold breathe too
I've been sick, trying to become a man
I have no power, I've never had control
Tided to my strings
By being a puppet,
I resign myself to chaos

Can you feel the despair hanging on my strings?
They tear my flesh
As bullets shot into my soul
Coming out from my dusty face
My wounds will never bleed

Which new god has just shaped
With the innocents' cry?
After blessing my curses
I can't wash me,
From all the blood I've spread,
After all the hatred I've been filled with