Nature Of The Beast

Everyday life gets harder to find serenity
Evil thoughts just weigh me down
It's all depression, my disease
All I want to do is live without an ounce of insecurity
Chained to my mind

That's the nature of the beast
I've never felt so hopeless
At the end of my rope
I've never felt so desperate
Life's taken its toll

I've spent these days wasting away.
I can't be saved
Why can't be saved?

Trying to breathe while self-pity swallows me
It's like every step is one closer to death and I want to believe
Believe that there's meaning in life

I want to rise above the feeling of feeling nothing and never having enough.
I've spent these days wasting away
I can't be saved
Why can't I be saved?

Losing, losing, losing all I've ever loved
I pray for the power
The power to rise above