Alienore

I really wish I woudn't blow myself like this
But there is a little something
In this life that I really miss
I see the faces that I knew before in my dreams
It drives me outta my mind
I'm obsessive it seems
I don't even know her anymore
But in my heart she's still the same alienore
Every now and then she'll pop up as a reminder
Tormenting me with the notion to find her
Say I'm stuck in time
Am I denyin'?
But without her it feels like I'm dying
I don't even know her anymore
But in my heart she's still the same alienore
I think I'm losing it
Just a signal away
I think I'm snoozing it
Just a lifetime stray
I don't even know her anymore
But in my heart she's still the same alienore