Carta a Tu Ansiedad

Letter to Your Anxiety

Carta a Tu Ansiedad

I write against you, anxiety, to tell you not to leave a markEscribo contra ti, ansiedad decirte no dejaras huella
Because of you, she thinks life is not so beautifulPor tu culpa piensa que la vida no es tan bella
You distanced her from her loved ones, and what's more importantLa alejaste de los suyos, y lo que es más importante
You made her loathe and hate what's in front of herLa hiciste repugnar y odiar lo qué tiene delante

It was her, you plunged her self-love below zeroQue era ella, sumiste su amor propio bajo cero
You forced her to abandon herself when she least wanted toLa obligaste a abandonarse cuando menos se quería
You left her alone and cold, balancing on iceLa dejaste sola y fría balanceándose en el hielo
While you were melting it as you pleasedMientras lo ibas derritiendo como a ti te apetecía

And it's unfair (and it's unfair) and that's exactly what you wantY es injusto (y es injusto) y eso es justo lo que quieres
You know how to handle her, you know well how much you hurt herSabes manejarla, sabes bien cuanto le dueles
Wasn't it enough but who do you think you are?¿No fue suficiente pero quién te crees qué eres?
Why do you kick down her armor when you come?¿Por qué tumbas a patadas su coraza cuando vienes?

You took over her life and turned it into your homeTe adueñaste de su vida y la convertiste en tu casa
I swear on my dead, you won't pass over meTe lo juro por mis muertos, por encima mía no pasas
And if you want to destroy her, you'll have to knock me down firstY si quieres destrozarla me tumbas a mi primero
I know how much she matters to me and I know very well how much I love herSé cuánto me importa y sé muy bien cuánto la quiero

I won't leave her alone, that's very clear to meNo la pienso dejar sola, eso lo tengo muy claro
And this time it will be you who goes through the hoopY esta vez vas a ser tu quien pase por dentro del aro
You've gone too far, you've tired me outTe has sobrepasado, a mí ya me has cansado
Because until you saw her shattered, you didn't stopPorqué hasta que no la has visto destrozada no has parado

She wakes up at night crying from nightmaresSe despierta por las noches llorando por pesadillas
Walking on a floor of glass on tiptoesCaminando sobre un suelo de cristales de puntillas
To not mess everything up, because you deceived herPara no joderlo todo, porque tu la has engañado
Repeating to her daily that no one will be by her sideRepitiéndole a diario que nadie estaré a su lado

If your presence hurts her and you're not even hereSi le hiere tu presencia y ni siquiera estás aquí
But she thinks you are, she collapses in a secondPero ella piensa que sí, se desploma en un segundo
And I don't know what to say anymore, and I swear I sinkY ya no sé qué decir, y te juro que me hundo
She came to shake the world, not to tremble before youVino para hacer temblar al mundo no pa' temblar ante ti

Life is not meant to suffer without reasonsLa vida no esta hecha para sufrir sin motivos
Because then it hits you and makes you suffer for realPorqué luego te golpea y hace sufrir de verdad
I don't think she deserves this damn punishmentNo creo que merezca este maldito castigo
She doesn't want to live with you, fuck you, anxietyNo quiere vivir contigo, que te follen, ansiedad
Let her fly, smile, she wants to forget youDéjala volar, de una vez, sonreír, te quiere olvidar
She wants to forget youTe quiere olvidar

I write against you, anxiety, although I don't know who you areEscribo contra ti, ansiedad, aunque no sé quién eres
But she does, and I see how much you hurt herPero ella sí, y veo lo mucho qué le dueles
Locked in her mind, I hate how you hurt herEncerrada en su mente, odio como la hieres
And I try to help her even though she tells me: You can'tY la intento ayudar aunque me diga: Tú no puedes

I don't know what solution I can give her to defeat youNo sé qué solución puedo darle pa' vencerte
I put myself in her shoes, but it's difficult from the outsideMe pongo en su piel, pero es difícil desde fuera
I try to give advice to get you out of her mindIntento dar consejos pa' sacarte de su mente
And you won't make me stop loving her and herselfY no conseguirás que no la quiera y no se quiera

And I'll be there in her worst momentsY yo estaré ahí en sus peores momentos
I'll be there if she thinks of giving upYo estaré ahí si piensa en tirar la toalla
I'll be there so she won't be afraid of youYo estaré ahí para qué no te tenga miedo
I'll be there to win the battle against youYo estaré ahí para ganarte la batalla

Together we are stronger, I repeat it every dayUnidos somos más fuertes, le repito cada día
When she resigns and wants to end her lifeCuando ella se resigna y quiere acabar con su vida
The problem is in your mind, it doesn't really existEl problema está en tu mente, no existe de verdad
And the biggest mistake in this life is to stop fightingY el mayor error en esta vida es dejar de luchar

If she wakes up crying at 4 in the morningSi despierta llorando a las 4 de la mañana
I'll say: I'm here, darling, don't fear anythingLe diré: Aquí estoy cariño no temas a nada
You won't lose me, nor will you lose hopeNi me perderás, ni perderás la ilusión
We'll overcome the mind by fighting with heartVenceremos a la mente luchando con corazón

You are worth more than her, worth more than anyoneTu vales más qué ella, vales más qué nadie
You have me, your friends, your parentsMe tienes a mí, a tus amigas, a tus padres
We'll turn the page, close the bookPasaremos página, cerraremos el libro
Writing at the end that you survived the abyssEscribiendo al final que sobreviviste al abismo

Because having anxiety is not just being nervousPorque tener ansiedad no es estar nervioso
It's a mental illness that affects millions of peopleEs una enfermedad mental que afecta a millones de personas
If someone around you suffers from it, help themSi alguien a tu alrededor lo sufre, ayúdalo, ayúdala
It's a small gesture that can mean the worldEs un pequeño gesto que puede significar un mundo
A ray of hope in their darkest momentsUna luz de esperanza en sus momentos más oscuros
It's Subze with DanteEs Subze con Dante

Life is not meant to suffer without reasonsLa vida no esta hecha para sufrir sin motivos
Because then it hits you and makes you suffer for realPorqué luego te golpea y hace sufrir de verdad
I don't think she deserves this damn punishmentNo creo que merezca este maldito castigo
She doesn't want to live with you, fuck you, anxietyNo quiere vivir contigo, que te follen, ansiedad
Let her fly, smile, she wants to forget youDéjala volar, de una vez, sonreír, te quiere olvidar
She wants to forget youTe quiere olvidar

Life is not meant to suffer without reasonsLa vida no esta hecha para sufrir sin motivos
Because then it hits you and makes you suffer for realPorqué luego te golpea y hace sufrir de verdad
I don't think she deserves this damn punishmentNo creo que merezca este maldito castigo
She doesn't want to live with you, fuck you, anxietyNo quiere vivir contigo, que te follen, ansiedad
Let her fly, smile, she wants to forget youDéjala volar, de una vez, sonreír, te quiere olvidar
She wants to forget youTe quiere olvidar