Happiest

Second floor apartment, yeah, that's where it started
Found out only fake flowers bloom in the darkness
Hole where my heart is, you fell in regardless
Went and ate the apple then got thrown out of the garden
It happens every time

It's hard to say where it all went wrong
Been feeling this way for way too long
The pain goes away on the days you're gone
Yeah

I'm the happiest
When you're not here, so sorry, my dear
But I'm the loneliest
When it's just us, I don't know why you trust me
When I crush you, it's gon' crush me
But it won't hurt that much
'Cause I'm the happiest
When you're not here, so sorry, my dear

Starin' blank when you leave me, static on the TV
Watchin' when you walk away, the furthest thing from easy
If I had a genie, I'd wish you wouldn't need me
Wish it was your fault, so I could cut you off completely
I wish you wouldn't cry

It's hard to say where it all went wrong
Been feeling this way for way too long
The pain goes away on the days you're gone
Yeah

I'm the happiest
When you're not here, so sorry, my dear
But I'm the loneliest
When it's just us, I don't know why you trust me
When I crush you, it's gon' crush me
But it won't hurt that much
'Cause I'm the happiest
When you're not here, so sorry, my dear

Dancing in the silence (happiest)
All we hear is sirens (happiest)
Never perfect timing (happiest)
There's no silver lining (happiest)