Zero star

How long have i held myself together,
I want to go home,
i'm held down in the flames,
i had to go away,
i should learn how to wait.

Walk out of the door you look so beautiful,
the hole in the sky is where you belong
as empty as god.

Can't find it at the bottom of this bottle,
i wish i could sleep,
a memory of spain wish i was there again,
with you, today

I'll wait, another day, always.