Sliding Chords

I'm so scared I'm gonna disappoint again
I don't wanna go and apologize for this

Not mad, just disappointed
Not mad, just disappointed
Not mad, just disappointed
Just disappointed
So why I think so?

I think I come to the sense
That I don't know what to say
But I don't think it's okay
I tried to bridge all the gaps
Between myself and my friends
But now it's broken
And I don't even know how to fix it

But they'll never know, it will never show
Running from the same thing, starting from long time ago
Feel like an alien from space, a different planet
I don't know if I'm misunderstood, or I just don't understand it

Not mad, just disappointed
Not mad, just disappointed
Not mad, just disappointed
Just disappointed
So why I think so?

I really tried to pretend
That I don't need to depend
On anyone anymore
And I don't want to get bored
Thinking there's nothing to do
Because you chose to ignore
You try to make it about you

But they'll never know, it will never show
Running from the same thing, starting from long time ago
Feel like an alien from space, a different planet
I don't know if I'm misunderstood, or I just don't understand it

Not mad, just disappointed
Not mad, just disappointed
Not mad, just disappointed
Just disappointed
So why I think so?

Not mad, just disappointed (don't listen to me)
Not mad, just disappointed (oh, no)
Not mad, just disappointed
Just disappointed
So why?