social anxiety

I like being alone
No, I am not lonely
I don't need your company at all

I like being at home
I'm perfectly comfortable
And no, I'm not anti-social

Crowds can make me nervous
My friends make plans, but fuck it, ah-ah-ah

I feel so out of place
I'm stuck at this party
I can't remember anyone's names

I don't know what to say
I overthink every word and can't help but stutter
And now this is awkward
And damn, I wish I never came

Crowds can make me anxious
My friends say is not that serious, ah-ah-ah