One In A Million

feeling less better
a hopeful regretter
suffering symptoms
becoming a victim
now
nothing ever hurts
through re-creation
times revelation
looking things over
being too sober
now
nothing ever hurts
i am one in a million
i am all that i'll ever be
i have
nothing but myself to fall back on and
i don't believe in me
below what i'm above
the need i'm in lack of
i swallow depressants
of guilt and resentment
now
nothing ever hurts
i am
one in a million
i am all that i'll never be
i have nothing but myself to fall back on and
i don't believe in me
i give to take
and always win
by my mistake
i fail to live
and only survive
learning to die and
still be alive
i am
one in a million
i am all that i'll ever be
i have nothing but myself to fall back on and
i don't believe in me