Messed Up

It's only the pain that I've caused you
What about mine?
I wish that I could say that it's okay
Tell you I'm fine

You said things I cant repeat
After all these years, I still can't sleep
Ever since I was a child, I felt it was there
And now I want to forget problems

And it's just not fair
You said things I can't repeat
After all these years, I still can't sleep
I'm messed up because of you
I can't love
I can't feel