Seeing & Hearing

I remember the last four years now
This has changed
The sound of ambulances
In my head, they don't make sense
I'm so scared
Stuck, this won't leave.
I gotta get out of here.

It's safe to say that I'm a waste of space.
I'm just wishing it would go away.
I've got nothing to lose.
I've got nothing to gain.
I'm just stuck in the pain of the everyday.

The sound of ambulances
In my head, they don't make sense.
I'm so scared
I can't wake up to this again.
I can't fall asleep.
These things I hear, they can't be real.
These shadows I see
No one can say I didn't try