You're Not My Father

Nothing compares to the weight I carry.
I just can't go home.
You'd think I'd hate you.
I know you're sorry.
I'll leave this alone.

Breathing in deep.
I can't sit still.
Strangled.
Shaking.
I've lost the will.

I hear the door slam.
Mom is crying.
"Just leave him alone."
Much less than a man.
Just beating me in.
This is no way to live.

Breathing in deep.
I can't sit still.
Strangled.
Shaking.
I've lost the will.