Some Kind Of Perfect

I don't wanna hear the words
That you have to say
It doesn't matter anyway, anyway
I don't wanna know your reasons
Why you're changing your seasons now
And you're forced to let go somehow, somehow

I used to smile when you broke me down
I never choked on the truth
I still choke on your words somehow
All you ever wanted to be, was some kind of perfect

Follow my dreams
You're falling apart
Ripped out the seams
Another story instead, it'll start
All you ever wanted to be, was some kind of perfect

Did you sober up enough?
Did your feelings fade away?
Did it promise you a life
One that left you so stranged
I just couldn't stand it
Did it piss you off enough
When i learned to walk away?
Did it hollow you inside
When i said everything i had to say?

I used to smile when you broke me down
I never choked on the truth
I still choke on your words somehow
All you ever wanted to be, was some kind of perfect

Follow my dreams
You're falling apart
Ripped out the seams
Another story instead, it'll start
All you ever wanted to be, was some kind of perfect

It's too late
Too far gone to change
To save yourself somehow
But if you just wait a minute
I'm sure we could get it right
But what's right if you live a lie?