I deserve to bleed

I wanna rip out my intestines
Throw 'em in the sea
I wanna raise the money to invest
In plastic surgery

I wanna cover myself, head to toe
With super sexy scars
'Cause I mean
Aren't you supposed to burn
If you're a star?

I want to be torn apart
Excruciatingly
I punish my body
'Cause it's not good enough for me

The scary thoughts are
Spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say
That I deserve to bleed

I wanna take a knife
And draw a line across my chest
I wanna feel much better
Than I do when I am at my best

I wanna fly away
From my own skin
And find a better place
I wanna slash across
What used to be my face

I want to be torn apart
Excruciatingly
I punish my body
'Cause it's not good enough for me

The scary thoughts are
Spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say

That I deserve to bleed
They say that it gets better
But I guess that was a lie
I guess we all just fake it till we die

Sympathy and love
We can extend to someone else
But it's harder when you have to love yourself

I want to be torn apart
Excruciatingly
I punish my body
'Cause it's not good enough for me

The scary thoughts are
Spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say
That I deserve to bleed

The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed