Crusty Undies

I see but only what is shown
I cry but only when I' m torn
I lie but the truth is just the same
I die but my heart still feels pain

The day after forever is still today
I look into eternity left with nothing to say
Emptiness everywhere but sometimes joy
Why is my heart used as a toy

I' m caught only when I' m wrong
I lose even when I win
I think but the thoughts are never there
I run from everything cause I' m scared

The day after forever is still today
I look into eternity left with nothing to say
Emptiness everywhere but sometimes joy
Why is my heart used as a toy

My life is disrupted never being the same
I try to do things but they come out the other way
Good things I attempt are misunderstood
So people judge me as a troublemaker
I don' t know what to do about what people say
But I found my happiness so I don' t care anyway