My Fear

Angel eyes looking through desperated tears
Rising to the end of what we are
Paralized frightened soul, guided by phobia
Facing the reality of my fear
In this fiend inside of me
Crying for the peace I'm looking for
Dying for the dream so long is gone
From all expectations, a far cry

Mind breaks down, a loaded gun
Absence of healing drugs
Pain inside is stronger when I breathe
Truth is a needle so sharp
Piercing so deep through the heart
No one is safe from this pain

Paralized frightened soul, led by phobia
Rising to the end of what we were
Angel eyes looking through desperated tears
Facing the reality of my fear
In this dream inside of me
Like a moth flying in the dark
Whispering to the winds of night
Looking for a single beam of light

Afraid to be, scared to go on
Try to fly like a crow
The night belongs to the dark
Angel eyes looking through desperated tears
Rising to the end of utopia
Paralized frightened soul, atychiphobia
Facing the reality of my fear
I'm this being, so broke and mean

When I cringe upon this monstrosity
I hide inside myself
I know, no one cares
In this battle within I'm falling behind
Like a shadow of a pain walking by my side
My fear