My Lament

Father, why did you materialize me back into this world
My soul will always belong to the shadows
The pain I feel is not pleasure, it is life
Though I seek thy hell the gates are shut before me

Could this be my hell?
Could this be my sentence?
To walk the path between
I travel in the circles through the infinity of endless horizons

Fools! I have seen it all before
Centuries ago once more I am tempted
Once more I shalt fail

My journey continues
I wander through a curse of an undivine life
The pain I feel so bitter and so deep

My lament is my own creation
My lament is that life goes on and on

My lament is my own creation
My lament is that life goes on and on

I see people grow
I see them die
I wish my heart would stop
Why can this not be the end?
I?m so tired of this life
Please let me fly away
Into the great beyond
Far into the infinite skies