Unstabilized

The sky is crying now and I dont mind it, no I dont mind it at all
My fear is caving in and I dont mind it, no I dont mind it at all
I feel unstable now and I dont mind it, no I dont mind it at all
I hear you crying on the floor and I dont care anymore
I try to hurt myself and I dont mind it, no I dont mind it at all
You always say whats on your mind; you really know Im not that kind

How will I ever find myself dying alone?
Will you follow me again?
How will I ever, I think I need somebody to change
Will you be my friend?

My thought is insecure and I dont mind it, no I dont mind it at all
I cant believe whats in my head; sometimes I wish I was dead

Im lost this time all the way, you fill me in and you cant explain
You had enough and I do care, say whats wrong and Ill try to be there