Just Apathy

I'm too much or not enough
Maybe everyone else is messed up
Well anyway I can't seem to stay
In just one state of mind

Waiting around for something better
I'm the one that wouldn't let her
Now I'm back and forth
I get bored when she's no perfect find

'Cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing just tears her down
'Cause its one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
Something I just can't get around

Consider the possibility
That you've been had but not by me
We're just kids
Don't worry about this
My course is run and I'm so tired
Till the next one comes inspired
I feel bad and I should I made her sad and I knew it would

'Cause its one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing just tears her down
Cause its one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
Something I just can't get around

I need to learn to wait in turn
'Cause now I just step blindly
And I'm only happy when I can close my eyes
And I just dive in and forget about acting kindly

'Cause it's one thing or another
('Cause it's always one thing or another)
I don't even know why I bother
Something just tears her down

(One thing always)
'Cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
Something I just can't get around
Still I know you won't let me down