selfdestructive

I can't stay away
Those fucking feelings
They remain
Losing everyday
Doing some coke to stay awake
Yeah, I've hurt myself again
Punched me right into my face
Just to feel something

I can't feel fucking nothing
Baby, can you hear?
I can't feel like I existe
Been trying not to lose my shit
But happens all the time, everyday, every week

Aaah, been trying to find something to stay alive
Losing all my fuckin' mind
Smoke some joints, maybe I survive
Aaah, tell me that you'll save me from all of that
Aaah, maybe all was better if I was dead